so, i wanted to share something with you guys. you see, yesterday (on the 18th of november) three years ago, something horrible happened. it was the day that my stepfather died. so, i would like to dedicate this post to him. i just wanted to mention that, so now you know. i'm happy that my mother has met someone else - and i really like erik, he's such a fantastic person. yet ofcourse, i still miss rolf and he will always be in my heart. i lit a candle for him yesterday. he really was a fantastic person too - and i am so happy to have met him. he left only good wishes behind - and i think that all of his friends and family will cherish the memory of him - and so will i - forever.